Confusion @_@

No, NOOOOO!!! I don't like this problem! I'm having issues with my focus. :'(

Easily Distracted

I now understand why long distance relationships don't work. If one or both in that pair goes to a place where there are a lot of good things to come by, he/she can get easily distracted. I'm feeling very guilty of this right now. I'm honestly having great time here, the change in environment, culture and faces is very refreshing. Well, I can't deny that I'm having quite a blast meeting people and discovering a new side of myself. It's quite fun to be very social sometimes. I take advantage of it when I'm in the mood to be extra spontaneous and fun. But I still know that I have to tread carefully especially in a foreign place like this. I don't wanna risk losing good friends, so caution is required.

To help clear my mind, I decided to paint a mural on my wall. Just a tree and fixture paintings, I've already made sketches. This is a good outlet for me, I really enjoyed the last time that I painted a mural on my wall. I hope this one comes out great. I'm aiming for a relaxing garden ambiance for my room as a result.

P.S. The D'Melor guard is starting to look at me funny whenever I get dropped off at home. Hey, it's not my fault that I don't have a car here and I have to hitch a ride home everyday lah. :P

MC Hammer

I went on MC today (our company's version for SL). I went to the office with a slight headache, so I took medicol to ease the pain. As the minutes passed, it started getting worse. My right eye was throbbing, my left eye was twitching, and my brain felt so heavy. I was getting dizzy and my stomach was turning upside down. It turned out to become an all-out migraine attack. So I called Jannie to ask for permission to go home and texted Razman that I had to take the rest of the day off as soon as he gets back to the office. Pritam, who was our boss from SG, was kind enough to send me back (in Malaysia, send back is equivalent to send home). So here I am, blogging, hahaha! Why? Because I drank two cups of coffee earlier! So despite my 50 kg head, I couldn't sleep. My mind is racing even with eyelids this heavy. I'll just list down the things that I need to do:

- Make sketch of my room
- Paint room
- Look for a matching couch and lampshades (table and stand lamp)
- Shop for pasalubong and gifts

Hay, I missing someone right now. This is bad, something very unexpected. Lord, please help get to rest.

Losing sleep

I can't sleep. Maybe because of the nap that I had earlier. My head was in shambles earlier today, I badly needed the rest. I'm also thinking too much. I've been really busy with the EPCOS maintenance, especially with Jannie gone, brain cells are fried. Good thing Shapuan is my shiftmate, he's been a huge help.

My license has also gone missing, I can't remember where I put it. Hopefully Dax remembers to ask the guard at the embassy tomorrow about it. Or maybe Kido, Sec, or Caress remembers where I placed it. Else I'll be driving without a license when I get back home.

I've also been losing sleep over my other life issues that I don't really want to discuss here. Gosh, 4:30 am and I'm still wide awake. This is so not me.

Nuninu

Free time in the office, no boss, nothing to do, not in the mood for chitchat. I'll blog for now. Hmmm... It's been almost 4 weeks since I got here, I'm starting to feel settled. How am I feeling, like sentiments...? I don't know! I feel odd, adrift. For some reason, I'm always sleepy here! It's like I'm living a dream, the literal meaning. Again, I'm not lonely, I just feel like I'm living a life that I'm just watching from outside a bubble. I can't explain myself!!! Hahaha. Whatever, I want to shop!!! Stuff to make my room livelier, my closet more exciting :P. Payday please come...