Starting this moment I resolve to be a better person. I'm not oblivious as to how my temper can really get the most of me and yes, I can be a total jerk.
I'm an especially bigger jerk to people in the house, I can't help it. I just don't like talking too much at home. Although, I do like hanging around the house, oftentimes I want to be left alone. But I swear to improve the way I handle myself and my treatment to my family.
I also got reprimanded by a friend because of my recent addiction to cars. For the longest time, I was the only social girl in our team so I had to blend in with my guy teammates. And also, most of us got cars at the same period so we would go on and on and on talking about them, discounting the people around us. In doing so, I unconsciously acquired the cocky masculine way that they talked. Then one of my close girlfriends from HP got hired in the team. Getting to the point, one day I confessed an auto-related encounter that I had (I'm not mentioning it here since I'm not very proud of it myself). Then she told me the best way she could on the change that she noticed because of my car enthusiasm. In a nutshell, she told me that although people that know me may not judge me on how I talk about cars since I'm a nice person at some level, strangers may not be very forgiving if they hear the way I go on about it. And apparently, although it is ok for guys to be like that, it's not becoming for a lady like me to flaunt my new addiction the way I did before. So yeah, I'm trying my best to hold my tongue on these things and I'm glad she was honest enough to tell it to me.
