you give everything to your family, you try to think the best of everyone else to the point of justifying their wrong doings. I feel very blessed for getting to know you at a deep level as this. But now I see what your priorities are. It's been too long, and we're too far apart, and I'm starting to accept that we can't go anywhere beyond a very good friendship.But I also can't pretend anymore that I only see you as a friend. I could have given you more than what you think I can, if only you gave me the chance. It's just too bad that you're too dense to understand all the passes that I've given you.
At this point I think I have to let go. I need something real and tangible. I want someone who will take care of me, hold my hand when it trembles, embrace me when I shiver, touch me when I'm lonely. I no longer see that happening with you. When things get too far yet nowhere with someone, I always ask myself, will I be happy with this person eventually? Looks like you failed this test. So now I'll try my best to move on and find real love and happiness...with someone else.
Lord help me.
